Here I go, so dishonestly.
Leave a note, for you my only one.
And I know, you can see right through me.
So let me go, and you will find someone.

I'm feeling:


Play this song:


I don't know what's happening to us.
I just feel like ending it all.
Not trying to sound depressed or emo here.
Just feeling very tired out from everything,
Especially dearest.
Sometimes, i just feel very helpless.
I don't know what can i do,
Other than staring into blank space.
What else can i do?

I just broke my cup, is that a bad sign?
Somehow, i hope it is.
Yet, a part of me says Nooooo.
3 more days to our 10th month.
And 2 more months to a year.
I admire Clarice, Madeline
who doesn't have to see their boyfriend everyday.
I don't know why, but i just feel like seeing him.
Maybe the definition of happiness to me is:
Being able to spend time with your loved ones.

I want him to be happy.
I want to love him like how i do before.
Before i stead w/ him,
before i knew him.

Dear, i've never told you
How cute you were.
How charming you were.
How caring you were.
How sweet you were.
How doting you were.
Let me tell you,
Before i knew you
I saw you alone at the parade square looking for someone
At my point of view, you were super super super duper cute.
And that is why i asked JoelynTYY for your number.
Before you dated me
You always ask me out and never leave me alone
Even if you're w/ your friends.
You will try to put me inside the group.
And i'll never forget you treated me Fishball Noodles.
You even bothered to ask me if i wanted a drink.
After that telling me that actually you intended
to buy a large coke from burger king to share w/ me.
I am so happy, i really love you alot.

I couldn't understand why you gave up Lorene over me.
She's prettay, she's sweet, she's everything nice.
I cannot hold a candle to her.
I admit that i'm not her match.
Thank you for giving me your love.
Thank you dear. I love you, back.

I still don't know if i should just end everything.
I don't want to think of what is going to happen between the two of us.
Afraid when will there be problems, again.
Hope things will get better, soon.

Labels: thank you for everything dear, you're the cutest (: